心 .. 爱?

Hellooo..
I've been thinkinq what is love ;
what is giving in ; what is closing an eye ; maybe neither of us can
do it ; maybe just maybe we should let go ;
Jiejie blog say very true ;
人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害 ;
如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言
如果谎言是一种伤害，我选择沉默
越听越伤心,越听越难过一点都感觉不出来 ;
希望如果你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己，
好让自己爱别人

I really dont know ; ily so much ; i cant bear to let go ;
but im hurting youus ; why not let youus go ; maybe just
maybe ; this should never started ; thn there wont be tears ;
Sadness left being are memories of today ; idk i really dk ;
can anyone tell me what i should do ? should i give up on myself ;
help D: ;