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He's made my heart completely fall ;

Helloooo all ;
Haiizxz today didnt have my nappy :/ Super cranky now ;
Had geog paper ; goshzxz everyone was like talkinq about how
hard it was ; and yes its hard ! walked home with emma (: ;
thn after tht ; went back home ; rest-ed ; thought thru things ;
i means it like ; not my fault all this happened ; D:
i swear im never ever gonna give number to anyone -.- ;
like wth luhhs D: ; lovelove is right ; i'll just lie and say
i dont have a phone ! i dont want anything to happen to him D:
please luhh leave him alone canzxz ; number is i give one so
anything not his fault ; Idk whats going on with everyone ;
i cant even protect myy laogong ; or do any fxckinq thing for him ;
Even my dearie can do better thn me ; Maybe benson was right ;
i huanlo so much for what ; i also really cannot do anything muhhs ;
but i know if is link-ed to me i must care ! and if it concerns
anyone i cherish ; i also will care ; you cant ask me to not care ;
cause thts not drea ; but i cant do anything like wth ;
feelinq so fxckinq useless now ; so mnay things going thru myye
fxckinq brain can ? idk luh im breakinq down fuck !
Lovelove called me and chatted for like 3 hours to 4 hours ?
straight ; called dearie ask her help ; and thn called lynn and kailin
ask thn tsf thingy ; and called xinai ; who was super cute ;
thn talked to thunder and lovelove ; wah both gang up agaisnt me uhhs D:
ass-holes ! lolls :x both idiot canzxz ; and ii forgot what i
talked about ; thks lovelove for hearing my emotionzxz ;
And lovelove is also right tht i shldnt be caring about this ;
But number i give duhhr muhhs D: i just fxckinq dont want anything
to happen to laogong ; this is th first time ii heard him like tht canzx..
makes me worried D; my heart pain cans ! Korkor and gin also idk what happen
what diedie luh ! how can say tht ?!
i needa do something but sadly
i cant ; cause im useless !
like fuck it luh anything its me canzxzxz ! not limjunsern !