Loving you wasnt easy , i tried ,
I voiced out everytime ; told you thinqs ;
Maybe i should even say it ;
Maybe i should Just keep what i am feelinq or what im thinkinq to myself ;
i should keep it burried in my heart ;
Nothing but lies , i've lied , countless times , and baby your tolerated ,
But i cant forgive myself for lying on uusing a com :D hahs com ;
idk what esle to do ; i've tried everyway , whn i cried ,
did you hurt ? whn i was sad did you care , i know you did baby ,
i know you tried , But as i said your caring to much ,
Its abnormal for a stead to say dont care this word , but in my heart ,
i do want you to care , only for other issues , isnt it childish to ask
me to choose on my gans or you ? or my com or you ? hahas (:
i think its fxckinq childish , but anyways thanks for th memorys yeah.
And i will not forget th promise i made to you , Maybe thats th only promise
i can ever fufil , even if its hard ;
idk what else to say baby ; i've hurt you , but have you thought of
how much you've hurt me too ,
i know you would say what fault do i have ? now what you want ?
im tired of answering all this..
And thus..
im MIAing for awhile ; sorry baby if you read this , i know you'll get angry
But heres th only place where i can really say how i feel ,
without you shooting me back with buakeyan hear..
So im sorry for all th memories ,
i need time to think of where i left behind , how to rewind this..
Or isit even possible to mention rewind , idk .. but im sure no matter
how hard it is.. I'll try (:
Thanks clara sister,treacious sister And ahboy ahkohr for being there (;
Shirley is right what is love ? nothing but a four letter word ,
Memorys doesnt fade , it lingers as pain as death , your words,
Just ended my heart beat .
So bye people wont blog / fs for a period of time ..
Sorry is all i can say , if you dont wanna listen , i also got nothing to say (:
Bye ,
♥ MIAING.
有一种爱叫做放手,为爱放弃天长地久 ;