Byesecret

-Each time i try , i just keep fallinq down , th harder i try to pull myself up , th worst it feels ,

Haiis }; idk what to say , i have nothing to say rather ,
These emotions are hunting me down , D: like fuck luh ,
I cant take it anymore }: i cant think well rather , i dont even know what / who i want now ,
Whenever i think , it just leads to an empty answer , so i rather not think ,
Ahboyy kor , dont anyhow think ok ? not i fang bu xia him luh . is memories understand , haiis ,
You say you understand understand , i dont think so bahs . cause even i dont understand what im thinkinq ,
How would you understand , how would you know how im feelinq ,
Each emotion you make , every word you say just makes me feel worst , and i dont know why ,
as for th answers to th questions , its unknown as , i really dont know what im feelinq now ,
One word , numb is all i can say ,
Sorry for those who worried for me , its not worth , dont worry bahs . MIA? i dont think so ,
Its just too xmm , i'll try to think of another way instead ? alone , doesnt help . Being with sisters helps a lil bit ,
Thanks siyin sister for listening to my crap th whole day , and yes i love you sister , ouyssimi {:
Meet up soon siyin sister , As for th tsf outing , qianhui sister you plan bahs . haizxz ,
Someone please pull me up from where i fell };