Alright i swear yesterday was a fucked up day!!! i shall not explain further. luckily my dearest clara, felicia, yuxuan and blur was there. The rest was just totally argh. Yeah call yourself a sister. thats what i should be asking you. you know who you are. utterly dissapointed. I guess everyone wears a mask, and it only involves in how good are you at hiding that mask..
Total failure.
Went to ivans court earlier on.. at around 9.30 in the morning. cabbed over to sub court. The only thing which i still remember, was tears.. i can't even help him? imagine someone staring right at you, right infront of you. someone whos really that effing close to you & you didnt see him for months.. But still? you cant even talk to him, he can only take a peek of you by turning back, that sight really made me.. sort of break down. ivan dearest, i'll wait. 1 year 6 months.
Slept while chatting on the phone with lynn beloved. Boy was she cute i cant wait for 20th too my dear! pajamas party, pillow fights and plain good sistership bonding! Alright right after that it was off to bedok, to meet clara and blur. And we got shocked by some random old tiko guy. seriously... old people these days are really weird. amos didnt make it last minute. Bus-ed to clarke quay. Met up with baby and co. saw alot alot alot alot alot alot, of familiar faces!! Was supposed to .. somehow smuggle in, but ended up going to some place with a perfect scenery.
Talked to baby for awhile, i didnt see him for like so so so so so effing long. its just hard to keep track of time when his not by my side. Blur and clara was having a heart to heart talk session, and it was time to nua at the toilet. while nua-ing we took more pictures!!! And after the picture session it was off to nua at some other place while clubbing ended.
I swear clarke quay is really really chio! But one things for sure.. there isn't any effing thing to do, thus ... wasted my whole night, with bi, clara, blur, dickson, aloysif and co. There was some.. few strange people spotted at the bus-stop. and aloy kept making me laugh cause he looked like some kind of baboon which hasn't eaten for months!! Once again, i rotted at clarke quay. then it was home sweet home!!!! Baby sent me home. thanks bi loveyou!
Now im nua-ing at home while waiting for my cheeeseeee prata to reach home. im loosing my usual blogging standard, someone tell me why? Out later on, at what so ever time. maybe .. just maybe im gna go for butter factory later on with clara and co. Had some earth shaking news, 360 degree of shock. whats with guys these days! Felicia loh li hui, you this biatch.. come on, dont give up. clara and i shall help you jiayou. you know you want to, and lastly .. you know you love me. Enought of bullshit, my pratas home.
gjrl im seriously dissapointed in you, you've changed. no longer how i knew you a year ago.. why did you turn out to be like this.. did i really teach you bad, maybe its my fault for even letting you step in this sisterhood. sorry. :(
27th, im missing you badly.