I thought i knew you, i thought you were a great friend, a great soul mate to be with till god knows when. thanks for everything, i'll remember every single detail. i will remember all the icons we drew to each other, all the funny emotions we gave. i will remember the names we gave each other, i will remember when " grapes " took place. how we spent our nights wondering on the streets, just the few of us. how we lid 50 over candles by ourself.. how we used to make funny sounds and do stupid things. disturb people and have h2h talks. where did the dote go to..? where did the tolerance go..? i will remember everything, will you?
no longer...
Ugh, i feel so weak right now... why can't happiness last. it always have to end like this... fuck....
I just accepted the ugly side of human nature, although i have seen it for the pass year. i was just too naive to accept the fact, but now. i do.
Eating my way to happiness yet again, which is clearly impossible. :'>