Till date :

Exactly 4 days since i blogged!! i'm really satisfied with my new blog skin, took at least 2 hours to get it done!! theme : black, pink, purple. thanks yueshi for the help too! love you ttm. :> Been doing tons of things for the past few days!!!! too many things + lack of time. Just made this random wish a few days ago... " god please let time exceed 24 hours! " which is clearly impossible. Spent the most time with baby + sisters + brothers. i somehow feel that i'm imperfect without them.

Well note : my phone is spoilt!! ( contact me via msn ) thanks to neo jia jia and lee jia hao!!!! it flew 360 degrees yesterday night when i was about to step out of my bloody house, and now its LCD screen has this really really bad crack, i cant see anything!!!!! and i have to survive till saturday.. before i get my touch screen phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Daddy is really smart this time.. using sat as an excuse for me to meet him : in order to drag me to see my school's PC ( personal counseller). His smart, for once!!!! so that i wouldn't have to put him + god mummy on aeroplane during saturday night! :<

One more short para for babybum!!! sweetest, thanks for being with me thru-out this whole week, been thru so much. shed countless amount of tears right infront of you, hugging you like there was no tomorrow. Shows how important you are to me. If nothing happens on tuesday, i'll remember the promise i made... or should i? Sorry for making you see the weakest side of me, letting you be on guard 24-7, making your eyes fill with anxiety. Making you sigh for countless of times thru out... im sorry baby!!! :< 我真的好爱你，好爱好爱你。。k i admit, im overflowing with love cells!! Oh well, i guess.. this is me. the real me. :>