Been asking myself, what is
fear? is fear
personally felt, or isit
create by someone/
something who plays a great part in your life..? or worst... its both. personally, i feel really miserable now. due to my period, so i shall keep this post really short, sorry for not having any entertaining pix.
but pix with my darling a.k.a
felicia loh, always enlightens my day. :')

Before heading out,
babyw accompanied me at MSN and GB for 6 whole hours. and was still complaining that he wasn't tired and wanted to accompany me for another 2 more hours till i got out, and it was already
9 in the morning! poor boy hasn't even had a wink of sleep since yesterday, had to rush him off to bed. read my past archives before heading out.
didn't tear this time round, whoopies!
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Daddy picked me up at 11 am in the morning! it was mother fuckin early, personally i dislike sun, not really a into day person... kinda sunk into the low mood. but the weather was great!! wasn't sunny at all! the clouds were grey and the breeze felt really good!!! love windy plus about to rain days.
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dont you love them too?

Headed to
ICA, and applied for my IC!
Right after that, headed to
PR for lunch. daddy brought it to godmummy's place, dined in the room as some baking session was taking place outside. daddy brought ice cream for me!! my fav. Slacked in godmummies room till i dozed off. felicia and binneh spammed called me till i was really dulan. the fuckin phone was ringing on my face!!!!!! :(
To the people who i dua-ed at cube, im sorry!! will meet y'all another time okie?
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Felicia came down later on, touched up our makeup and i baked 2 cupcakes for her!! sweet much?
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Took pix on the lap top! couldn't today get any better? daddy drove us to BI, and we started our huge shopping trip!! had $$ so i splurged it on heels!!! indulging in kuey kuey! long time since i had ondeh ondeh, miss the coconut juice exploding in your mouth!!! walked around and bought my top, and got this free thing!!!!!!! due to felicia's credit.
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Look alike?
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Cabbed back home afterwards, felicia headed to my room while i went to have my shower!! touched up and dressed. and headed out in heels! for once fellie was feeling tall!!! cabbed over to ERA. and started our dota match!! was feeling oober cold while waiting for the rest to arrive. Some guys asked if we wanted to have a puff with them, but we gave it a skip.
shawn and ahhao came in first and helped us on our dota match!! vance brobro came next and helped me in my match. but ite i still lost. tsk, need.to.improve!!!!!! i am madly in love with the hero named razor, fuckin chio!!!!! ☺
Babyw reached later on, and wei darling too! E was noisy as usual, and we were playing audition, GB and dota!! for like forever. topped up almost 6 hours okie!!!!! the guy was sweet enough to give us 2 hours free. smoked and went to 7-11. had mac's and fellie and i were talking about a certain topic which made our mood......
:)
Realised that the blur me didnt collect my 50 dollar change from the counter, headed back and claimed it!!! back to E and played dota and audi while the guys were playing CS. wei darling took me char!!! and it was my starter char okie! :(

Slacked till morning, some of the guys fell asleep while vance, babyw, wei darling, jiajia, fellie and i dota-ed!!!!!!! finally bus-ed home as
babyw insisted me to.. felt the huge urge to cab home. especially when the morning sun was so fuckin bright.

wei darling got kinda mad and started to call fel and i balls!!!!!! i was the winter melon while fellie was the watermelon! this caused us to chase wei darling around the road and had a merry go round session on this particular car! wei darling was being a sex maniac!!!! :(

Boarded the bus and my mood wasn't good, was silent for quite some time. really wasn't in the hyped mood. finally reached BI, and i bused home. babyw insisted on sending me home.. if that didn't happen i guess... i think... sigh. wei darling knocked her head on the bloody pole which made me laugh!!! like w-t-f and she sat in the middle of the bus shouting at fellie!! she claimed that she had a huge baluku hahahaha!

BabyW sent me home.
Shall skip everything....................................................................
:')
is it true that the deeper we love, the deeper we fear.. the things i give in to, also cause me to fear.. and this fear is not felt by the other half, but by only yourself.. am feeling so miserable now. don't understand, don't feel like understanding why you were like that. maybe.. just maybe, im over paranoid.
or could it be... your feelings have already lessened for me...? ugh, girls.... :(
i.need.a.break.4.now.
will blog asap.