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I find myself very pathetic. Serious, super pathetic.

Everything that i do = wrong.
Everything that i desire = wrong.
Everything that i wanted = wrong.
Everything that i longed & wish for = wrong.

What's right then?

I want to end, but i can't. why? i love you, i do. but i don't love how you're making me feel. I don't wish to give up on this super long relationship. Tell me, how much do i rly mean. Tell me, what's your status in this relationship. Tell me, everything you say - bullshits?

I don't get why its that easy for you to say sorry, i don't understand why sorry must be said everytime a heart gets hurt. Does the word sorry heal a wound?
Why bother saying sorry when there will be a next time?
Shouldn't sorries ensure that it's the last time? What does sorry mean to you?

I really get no shit.



:'( :'( :'(

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