Byesecret

Feeling super cold now , Fxxcking cold cans D; ,
Just woke up at like 9 plus , went to see his blog , Oh my full of rubbish as usual , hais . -.-
Yesterdayy went to ton , Fun bodoh :D , Just that i was practically having NOT enough sleep .
Becoming a zombie sooner or later D; Aiyoooo ,
Went out around 6 plus ytd ? Reached bunk :D ,
Saw alicia sister , she was with samuel :D , Awwwwww after that saw cassandra lovelove , xjo zuiai , Cyndi ,
then alicia & me , went to long john and ate :D ,
Ate till fullfull , kept disiao samuel w whats on his Hp derh thing :B
Omg sibeh funny -.- , Then later . it was 9 plus lerhs , supposed go meet my ex , about things .
Mrt-ed down yishun . Saw him .. wow he haven't changed , Lol still th same old image .
& for some reason i was stunt for words , all th anger vanished .. idk why ..
all th thoughts about chopping ? all vanished..idk why..
Sern & i talked , about..about alot of things , he wasnt happy w me scolding ahboy ,
& cause ahboy loved me with his heart .. yes limjunsern your correct , i've hurt ahboy ,
but did you ever think why i turned out like this ?! Did you ever use that fxcking brain of your's to think
why i even become so hong , became so lian ? changed so fucking much ? After i broke up with you ..
Nothing seem real lerhs , No more hopes , no more feelings , Someone told me , Why i was acting so hong .
To forget you , & cause i needed someone by my side , someone who could read my feelings .
Someone who could share th joy & laughter we once had sern ..
Maybe what im saying here you feel is jiaowei , But yeah after all , what i say im gonna say it all and for once here .
Yipweiloon , By posting abotu me on your blog , saying i hongster . Telling everyone to read your blog ,
Why dont you go publish it in th newspapers ? DREA TH HONGSTER .
pls go ahead (: cause i already said , Im not one means im not . whatever you wanna write you can continue .
Might as well i help you k ? :D
Daily reader's of my blog . Including spammers , go his blog . Continue to write whatever fuck shit about me :D
www.ily-ahboy.blogspot.com , Cause i dont really care anymore (: , He thinks im hong ? he thinks im a bitch .
Okay then , i'll show you whats hong , what's bitch . yipweiloon you've pushed me , Still concern about me for ?
Lol Btw uh ahboy , ATSF is fake derhs , So whatever he/she says . your really a bendan . who say what yoou also belieive , Lol , i bwg :D , Haha .
Anyways talked to sern about all his post , And i asked him , why did he care so much .. why did he even bother..
No words came out from his mouth.. then suddenly.. you dont need to know , 5 words to keep my mouth shut .
Hurts , but i must say that what your saying really does help :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ,
For pushing me further in giving up , Anyways :D , After that met ahpui at yishun mrt , :D si fattie ,
Hehs , then later on smoked slacked , and eventually mrt-ed down to find xiaoohan that hamster :D ,
Omg xhan wear like ahgua like that , Green & blue :x then in mrt , trained down tpy .
Met ahben & one more boy at tpy there :D , went up roof top slack , alicia stead was like super emotional ? idk why o.o
pui & han keep bully me D: bwg . Lol ! then up there i sat at th rooftop , had sucidal thoughts -.- ,
25th floor aye :D nice , Hehs didnt take much effort in realising th floor was wet , sat there . And stared in th dark sky .
If everything i was doing now was worth it , if everything i've said / done , Proofs that im that xiaodrea..
as before .
Idk , later on slacked inside th blk , tio kan by alicia , cause i was sitting in th rain , i didnt really care..
Until she treathened to jump off th building -,- , was forced to go back in , as i was still suffering from fever :/
Inside there talked to ben , and alicia . was fucking dark cans . scared *
Later on xhan brought up alot ppl -.- more than 6 , zxzx super noisy . All slacked , Then later on wangzi that group came , All went ghost place -.- Omfg th ghost place can't even go in dersh , Lollol ,
& someone when they held hands , my heart .. idk .
Anyways :D , Later on walked around , Inside there was w gavin love , :D aw she's so sweet she pei-ed me
and threw congcong away :D ahha congcong also one funny person :/
They both held hands :D cute cans ! hahas , after that darren wanted to lock ahpui inside th school .
Wah ahpui run till sibeh funny . wanted to beat darren derhs ;/
After that all slacked , while walking back saw got lights . candles in th school . & as usual all wanted to go in -.-
Took off my heels passed it to i forgot his name , Omg they wear my shoe kampua cute can :D ,
wore stead shoe , then stead wore his shoe . Then all went in . was prepared to runnn cause i was scared :x
There was a old uncle inside psh , so went back out :D
on th way out , zxz got police -.- all run , zzz very funny i was eating chewing gum can ! Lol ! then later on ,
Runnn to somewhere w ming they all . wangzi and other got case left first . asked xhan and ming t leave {:
cause didnt want them to have anything they alot case lerhs , climbed out of th fxkcing tall gate zz.
Then later ahpui they all from inside th gate ask 3 ppl go back in , THere all got case derhs , say th police got ivan -.-
then later on , gavin me alicia wanted go back in :x Kena pulled back by xhan , gavin by congcong and alicia by ming
zzzz then all run lorhs SUAYSUAY kena another grp of police -.- zzzzzz then kena screen .
got one ucnle walk pass , then someone go say eh lets ask him be partof us so he also tio screeen , lol i laugh .
then th fucking police scold me -.- say very funny meh .
Lol , after tio screen all went under th block :D played drawing :/ wangzi at there draw one very ugly thing -.-
while we all draw th thing super cute :D kept drawing ahpui , HAHA sibeh funny i laugh till tummy pain :/
ming & pui kept calling me ahmeng D; , while alicia is ahsiao ! hahaha ,
then later on all went ming house slacked . All was sleeping like pig's wangzi slept outside :B
cause he was locked outside omfg ! hahaha , then all slept . I slept beside alicia <3>
was freezing cold cans D; then later woke upabout 30 min's went outside , wangzi me and pui was looking at chiobu's
fs in friendster -.- LOL they everyone also say not chio ! zzz , then later on wangzi went home , alex that grp also left
left me ahpui xhan ming and alicia :D
xhan cooked noodle -.- omg th water almost bomb th kitchen :/ stupidddd :D dunnoe how cook step one know how to cook hahahah :D After that , they all ate , was in rroom kena bully by wangzi and pui -.- then beat them back ;x
Run out play com :D thennnnn about 6 plus left house , tio kidnap by xhan and pui , to bunk -.-
walked awhile ruhsed home w alicia stead :D , remember stead , its your happiness :D ,
Today's TSF outing i will NOT be going , not feeling well . Sorry guys .
Lasty , welcome LONGXIA princey back from kl !

& Somehow , someway.. your every actions & reactions hurt .
Whatever you two say , you two do . Really hurts , affects me much . but it doesnt matter ,
this eight months , are treaten as.. memories buh ? bad memories & good , th times we laughed and cried .
Thanks for being there for me , thanka for comforting me & being there for me ,
I wont say sorry unless im in th fault . and to yipweiloon im sorry , and you can continue hating me or whatever shit ,
cause i dont really care . Lost you , left you . what's more ,
Both of you , i can only say . i can never change back to th one i was before , i can only stop being th bad one from where i am now , now this moment . i shall stop , Not being a hongster . cause i was never even one ,
Not being someone im not , but hating me isnt wrong :D cause i already got lots of hater's :x i dont mind ^^
so you all can continue to hate me for whatever fuck shit reason ,
And yes im sorry i loved you ,
Bye .