Byesecret

Tell me baby , how do i gain it back?
Hello all (L)

Did you all miss me :B .. ( i bet you did ) ! :D

Anyways , yeah blogging . Gonna be a long long long long post ,

So if you luv reading , continue to read on :) !

Yesterday ,

Met felicia sister at bedok inter , gordon came to said hi . How sweet of you chestnut :)

& stop calling me fishball ): cause im not !
Hanwei beebee was there too , mrt-ed down bunk , while he went yishun .

Then later on , at bunk . Went to meet all sister's ,

Shanice , xiaoblur , elysia , clara , sarah and other's was there :)

aw gave them hug's ! waited for mother to come down ,

White waiting , we took pictures ! :DD

And finally she came , saw joyi , joey.s , hiromi sister and other people gave hugs .

Slacked at bunk awhile , thanks grandma for helping me do my eyeliner !

& later on mother reached and off we went for sparing , LOL .

Mother , hiromi trained me :) thanks mummy !

Was sweating like one idiot , after sparing w sarah . Cute siol she , learnt thing's .

& off we went to woodland's , while velda sis , sarah clara left for cck first :)

Went to wdl , buy stud while fel pierced labret , omgomgomg !

i this ahhai bought th wrong stud ): like fuckit ! & fetch yuxuan honey .

Gwad imissed her ! luvhoney ! :) !

Was with blur , yuxuan and fel ... & yeah something xiasuey happened .

Was talking to blur and i didnt fucking realise where i was walking yeah i fell .

yeayea you might think fall down only what , yeah but i fell into th MUD .

how great i was dirty like (@!&(# cans !

Thanks sister's for helping me take my things , and off to yuxuan house .

Lucky she stayed at wdl's changed and cabbed to cck :) ! Met th rest in th toilet
MY HAIR ! omgomg , i kept using sarah sister's comb to comb it :x & she always gonggong let me take it

Cute right ? haha , then all girls went down teckwhye lane there , explore explore :/
only 8 girls . LOL ! Then walkwalk , th lampost like keep lficker & its getting closer to us ,

Teckwhye sec was said to be .. huanted . & yeah yuxuan honey & blur sister saw things .

All of them ran and i was still behind with th.. o.o face . Laughs ! anyways ..

Then we waited for th boys to come finally they came and it was off to YCK CEMETRY .

In bus we was playing like idiots went to k alot of sweet's , and drinks O: !

Finally we reached th cemetry :/ ... when we came off ,

After 5 min's or so .. we was screaming & running about th bus stop area ,
First thing was blur holding my hand and wispered in my ear .

Xiaoblur , sister .. look up at the tree ..

me , o.o ? looked up , where got nothing what .

* few seconds later .. *

me , omg .. i saw it !! & yeah i scream and almost cried .

* few second's later all sister's was seeing th same thing on that tree which was right INFRONT of us ..

& all of us was freaking out , it was already 12 plus am :x

it was really spooky , i kept looking at it , and it kept looking back at us ..

wanna know what it was ? Go my sister's blog and read th post we all saw it ,

it was a white tall thing standing on top of th tree , with white hair .. ( omg im getting goose bumps D: ) !

Sipei sister saw something worst , it was at th branch there , there was an EXTRA HEAD .

which was white , and had black eyes ): & it was staring at her ):

she blinked it dissapeared .. but after a few second's it came out again ! D: !!!!

omg so scarey canzxzx , and we was still screaming even thou we saw all these ..

While waiting for kitty alicia and vivien to reach , by cab .

yuxuan and i was getting really dulan , we kept scolding our brothers and sisters .

idk why i couldnt control my temper at then ): it was just .. uncontrollable .
i was .. really dulan , could whack people laughs . went in christian cemetry , and yeah

Boys walked super fast couldnt even fucking catch up was kan dulan can !
& later xiaoblur screamed asking us to hurry go out , we all rushed out ): !

She and velda saw alot of thing's , velda almost cried ):

then th moon was getting green , Honey told me green represented evil ! & i was like ... -silent -

while that thing on th tree was still there same position ..

still staring D: ! we all still can slack at there chit chat , like fuck sia , ask brothers and sister's to go

all mai listen , so well yeah . finally fel and i go super dulan . as it was getting hazy and more chilly .

something wasnt right so we left first walked alone with sister , felt like someone was following us D:

turned behind , oh it was our brother's & sisters who finally got their assmoving !

After sometime , suaysuay got police , tio screen ! like fuck sia at bunk tio screen here also tio screen .

Th police let th 16 of us go . Then we walked to one very .. weird road , which has 4 sides
Left right up down also got , suaysuay we was in th middle , Sipei & i hurry pull all of them to th road side ,

Cause .. we remembered something at that time , there was an accident somewhere here where car's would crash ): i was fucking worried . th road in front was blocked , th road on th left was hazy and led to nowhere .

th road behind was where we came from , th cemetrys , th road on th right was a dead end ..

So practically we was lost ): !!!

Finally we sat a cab after so long , and left that scarey place D: ! after that we went kopidiam , ate slacked & as usual made alot of noise , felt that there was gonna be taiji if we dont leave , dragged all of them go again .
yuxuan and i was dulan once again ): idk why ..

Hit th pole till my hand was swollen ,

After that teckwhye lane was boring , but whacking xkel brother was fun :B

Went in th darkdark path , yeah got cold chill's , but beside that nothing else le :) !

& after that sipei and alicia went to buy drinks , asked sipei to pei me home , she wanted to pei alicia .

so it was alright and fel didnt wanna go home that early , & seeing him play w them so happy.

i alone went home :) ! thanks blur sis and fel sis for peiing me wait bus , and only you two really understand

so does xiaobee and sipei :) ! luv you 4 lahs .

Anyways , was super th shag , cried in bus .. for idk what reason , maybe it was cause of him ..

or maybe it was cause i was tired ..

In bus , held my phone hoping he would actually ask why i went home alone .. or rather explain why ..

he treated me that invisible today .. But no he didnt , i guess he didnt even realise it ..

messaged with sipei sis , thanks girl ..

tear's filled my eyes and i forced myself to get a break , alot of thing's was going thru my head ..

alot of unexplained questions .. only fel and sipei knows .

I seriously wanna end this misery , & be with you ): ! But its so hard ..

your so near yet so far ,whenever i see you , its like getting further from you because ..

you dont see me ):

kept me heart shag , heart sank ): i cant do anything much more .. but just to wait ,

I'll wait till everythings better , you need time ? i'll give you time ..

Just dont make this meaningless ,

aimlessly .. waiting ? guessthereisnthappyendings

& , longxia princey . sorry i broke my promise .. but i guess i dont mean anything t you there isnt a need for me to keep th promises i've held , sorry goodbye .
Superman ! Cheerups okays ? dont think so much already .. think also wont have use de muhzxz ):

Anything , i'll be 8 digits away k ! luvvvvvvv ,

Oh yah melvin is a maoshi :x ! call me later la idiot .

yoaryo ! :B