Byesecret

Dedication to felicia, clara, blur, yuxuan & kitty.

Couldn't upload these 3 picture's earlier on.
blogger's getting on my nerve. fuck it.

& here my dedication to you sisters.
passerby's if you feel bored dont have to read this post &
yeah its a combined post. 2 post so read this and the below post.

Felicia loh,
you gave me the best smiles warmest hugs and
your my best blood sister.
what would i do without you, we'll make it thru.
now that you knew who i liked all along, im sorry for keeping it in my heart..
for that long, cause i couldnt..
i just couldnt think of a way to tell you how i felt.
Only lynn, peipei, kitty, sherlyn and blur knew.. how i actually felt.
all these while im sorry for keeping it from you. :(
But i know you forgave me alrdy, but still ...
thanks sister, you mean so much to me. & i love you.
That bitch? Just she wait. i can't believe she's this kind of person.
actually all along, she was alrdy like that. just she watch out.
two, three weeks wont we fel >:)?
1 year and counting, as close as blood :).


Clara fong li feng,
Sorry darling, didnt have time to take picture's with you yesterday.
i'll take it real soon with you kay? and i know how your feeling.
we've gone... closer.
very very close.. and yes precious, me will stand by you.
& i know you know it. and yes, if you love him go for it. dont hold back.
But sister, we need to have a talk real soon with yuxuan and kitty.
1 year and counting. / bloodbond!

Joyce lee xiaoblur,
Your attitude hor girl, just suck!
attitude me so many times in justin's house.
but its okay lar i still love you many many.
And yeah, dont cry for dylan any more okay sister?
since they have already stead, i guess.. we have to give our blessings to them.
BUT, harhar plan A huat ah.
you should know what me mean. * wink.

Yuxuan hunhun,
Darling oh gosh your the one that make's me worried all the time..
you dont contact me only when i contact you, and its mainly those..
really important things..
i know what we sms-ed today and it'd be a secret.
till our hotel kay? i wont say out. but sister..
one is bound to get hurt, make the right choice.
love is selfish.
but i know you value sisterhood better then relationship's. thats good.
but not to the extend that you yourself, get's hurt.
i wont let you do that, i'll never leave you alone.
1 year and counting/ bloodbond!

Kitty wanying tiantian,
Gosh sister.. how could you scold me today..
and even pointed middle finger to me.
im not taking side's.. im just helping him choose who he'd prefer.
i know she cried, i know how she felt. she's my sister why wouldn't i know.
but you have to think of his feeling's and my other sister feeling.
both of them are your sister's... how could you only side HER .
and not think of both of them?
love is selfish sister, dont be like that.
seriously wake up. and im worried about you too..
your relationship is a complete mess.
Meet me up soon and i'll settle this for you.
1 year & counting/ bloodbond.

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- i'll be glad to start my rant on this bitch now.

scroll down if you dread reading my rants.

hey bitch, your a vase you know? 

your a fucking bitch.

i hate you to the extreme.

your pathetic dog lie's are lingering around my brain.

you let me cried, you've made me feel totally dissapointed in you.

You liar, you fat ass, you fugging whore.

i dont know why would i become sister's with you.

Maybe my eye really pa stamp.

But what you did today, snatch someone that we loved.

And even said that oh gosh i didnt meant it, hais you wouldnt understand.

Chose love over sistership? Nono it isn't wrong..

but the love you snatched was from a sister of yours.

HOW DOES THAT MAKE US FEEL YOU BITCH?

you might as well die.

yes and i know you'd go complain to your stead or w.e.

and within mintue's he'll call and kan.

So what? i dont bloody care.

wna complain go ahead, or if your stead is reading this.

wna find thing?

im on, you want you touch me. dont go touching my sisters.
I sweared to my darling that if i dont give you die, mean's i die.

Its game started since you mentioned.. and im glad to play with you.

BETTER GIVE ME DIE KAY?

OR YOU'LL BE THE ONE DEAD.

& to that dear bastard, that someone whom i love alot.
in the past
Im really lost for words.. im really really lost for words.
for these few months, you've made me laugh & cry. tear's for you was freeflow.
and yet.. i dont even think you knew what you done to caused this.
maybe your just immature or maybe its just me, i think its me. :')
caused i fallen too deep, way too fucking deep into this trap of yours.
yes you got me falling for you, you got me loving you all this while.
but sadly, you didnt teach me how to bid goodbye.
I know you hate me alot now, and if you see me. we might not .. even talk?
But really, i dont care. cause for now, your different from how i knew you at first.
break's my heart to see you like that. but i'd learn to let go.
goodbye, 688.

And thanks felicia sister, for telling me this phrase.. which was really.. really..
meaningfull.
" you taught me how to love, but you didnt teach me how to bid goodbye."

that's all of my rant's for now, maybe gna meet bloodbond's later on?
And to that spammer in ahger's blog, dont be lame and act like me kay.
cause i know who you are alrdy, or maybe sort of figured out.