To how it was before..
Dayan lim.. my dearest small brother aka superboy.. );
If been the 15th day you've left all of us..
We'll all be awaiting for your return.. wont be long right..
I know it wont..
your the one that always made us laugh.. always made me angry..
The cigratte supplier for us .. the one that would always entertain us..
Sipei's money god.. brother's & sister's.. sleeping buddha..
Where had you gone to dayan..
Please be back soon dayan lim.. we'll all be waiting.. i promise.
Remember the time i talked to you at the chalet.. the balcony.
you was crying.. i comforted you & you listened silently.. i gave you a sister hug..
And you smiled back.. that was the last time i ever saw you..
& just like that 2 years.. your gone from me }: !
Dayan brother.. hurry come back me beg you........./
I'm losing everyone.. peipei , dayan , ahpui , ivan .. who else?
Maybe me myself should go in.. i dont know..
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/yeah im gonna vent my anger on blogger.
so if you dont mind... i'll start my rantings right here,
RIGHT NOW.
Like wtfuck is wrong with this world?
I care more about my sister's & brother's more then myself.
I talk and blog about them all these while.
& WHAT DO I SEE & HEAR.
Bunch of bullshit's & dog's .
You guys are just plain loser's, whats the point of living in this world.
carrying on with your god-damn life if its so blardy pathetic?
GET A LIFE LA DEY, SMILE MORE OR YOU'LL REGRET!
I blog because i care :)
I cant help but think why are YOU so bloody brainless.
yes you, no one but you.
Your not gng in. YOUR JUST THINKING WAY TO MUCH.
TOO BLOODY MUCH. sit down and think
Whats the fucking use of me telling your mother.
if you get probation jolly well stick with it.
your not stupid arent you? for godsake thing of the postive.
And yes you another bloody childish idiot,
im refering to myself.
STOP THINKING STOP THESE FEELING'S.
SON OF A BUTCH, ATYL YOU SUCK ASS.
maybe ... just maybe i'll do something real childish.
LIKE FOR INSTANT.. MIA? :)
yes lynn beloved, we are the same arent we..
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