Byesecret

PLASTIC HEARTS ,

Alright.. i'll write a long and heafty post..

so if it does affect your eyesight.

Do not read it, its my daily life post for my own rememberance.

So if you dont enjoy reading, do fuck off.

Alright , 2 may 2009/

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY DARLING.

& secondly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY SISTER!

it was such a dreadful day, got up with a red & puffy eye.

Nagged at msn with felicia sister. Got her out of the house,

Off i went to prepare, met her at bedok inter.. and off to bugis.

Talked about alot of thing's with felicia in the bus, upon reaching bugis..

Wanted to meet clara , elysia , xkid and co.

but ended up going to fushion. Gave joy a birthday hug.

Saw peipei dearest , chocolate sist , ehkia , xiaoki and co.

Shanji was there too. slacked and smoked while waiting for the rest to come over.

Ivan brother called us and he rushed chocolate sister and i to head over to 269.
But we was so lazy to move our lazy butt's so...

After 30 mintue's....

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we was still at fushion.

FINALLY, elysia sister came with clara precious. slacked and talked..

And ehkia , peipei and i went off to 269.

Met with brothers and sisters.

Karen and marilyn sister's were there.

Took some snap shot's w karen while peipei was disturbing ivan brother.

Geygey got bullied too. Slacked while waiting for ming to come down.

Botak ehkia peipei ivan and i went to the play ground.

Waited for ming and it was off to burger king. Met up w yvonne sister.

& it was ages as joy chocolate peipei felicia and i waited for laoshu to come over.

Fel and i couldnt take it so i accompanied her to pasir ris first.

In the mrt, almost cried. Sorry daddy..

Off to elias, ate mac's. Went to find gordon.

In the end got questioned by him. so fucked up....

Slacked and i emo-ed about thing's .. went out by myself.

The sky looked grey as if it was understanding my thoughts & emotions.

The surrounding was quiet.. super calming.

I stared out at the sky and suddenly..

Someone called my name, it was peipei!

Finally she arrived w joy ehkia and ivan. kenneth and gordon came out.

Off we went to slack and .. fel's mother was being such a bitch.

I hate it when parents make a big fuss over something that small.

Dont you?

Accompanied fel back home since NO ONE WANTED TO.

Got so bloody pissed and BEWARE READER'S...

There's a bloody pervert at elias who ppc's at the bridge.

he even stalked us, wtf? cant blame him its 1 in the morning already.
Send fel home , got so pissed off at someone.

Half way while walking back.. HOW GOOD CAN GOD BE?

it started to rain? fuck it man. i walked in the rain while listening to songs.

Fel accompanied me, childish much?
Reached inter soaked wet.. and cabbed to fel house. Got a nasty call on the cab.

Got so bloody pissed off i got off the cab after sending fel home ...

and was bloody stranded in pasir ris.

How inconsiderate can guys be?

So much for being a good person -'- !

Wondered my way out in the dark alone and i was drenched wet & cold.

FUCK THE NIGHT.

& somehow i felt life was unfair that night.
Thats all for venting my anger on that night.

Here's a long long dedication to my LOVED ones.

So if you arent them, dont bother reading.

Felicia loh li hui ,

Girl, your no longer 5.. ask yourself .. how old are you already?

You must really think you know sist..

Not by working hard & putting in effort will make that something happen..

Sometime's you've really must learn the word grow up.

i've known you for so long sist.. you was the closest to me.

The one who understood me the most & now? your so obessesed..

With someone who doesnt belong to you from the start.

Do you know how childish it is to hold on to someone who doesnt belong to you alrdy?

Sist.. its time to let go, i know its hard.

but your 15, there are load's of things you can learn.. lots of thing's to encounter.

So your giving up just by this lil set back?

If you do, your not the loh li hui i know.

KO SI PEI ,

Sist you've thought me so much.. from love to the outside word.

You've made me understand thing's i've never knew.

Your just like my elder sist, who protect's me from load's of things .

& i truely thank you sist, tmr we'll be visiting da tou.

I wish to see you smile more, laugh more. And most importantly..

EAT MORE.

you dont wna be an aneroxic do you?

i guess you've learn quite some thing's from me too..

and we both know..the same meaning of ,

" what's yours is your's , even if we know we'll get hurt in the end,

we dont mind, cause we loving that person.. is all that matter's "

Dont we sist? heh, i love you.

Stay strong sist.. 11 more days to 3rd month w datou!

Kitty wan ying ,

Seeing you shed so much tear's for me.. and for him.

im really sorry, for the past and for everything.

You was my happy pill, the lil crazy girl who'll always smile no matter what.

But now?

I see you cry almost everytime you argue with huijie.

You know how much it dread's me to see you shed a single tear.

You're always putting on a fake smile, im your sist for that long..

Wouldnt i know?

Its your birthday today darling and im not by your side..

Guilty? pretty much.. im sorry tiantian.

but i'll make it up to you real soon, have the heart to heart chat on phone later on k?

I'll be there 24/7!

Yuxuan Honey!

Ohgosh hun, i've lost the picture you took with me );

Its okeh we'll take one real soon.

You should know how much i miss you and i wna meet you right!

So hurry come meet me luh girl, and stop those unwanted tear's for leon.

He's not the worth. Dont have to waste your life thinking about some..

Non existence guy. Why not focus more on sisters & brothers.

You know i know, that with each other. We'll make it thru!

love you.Wong hanwei,

Look's like everything has ended once again..

6 month's of love?

Just ended with a simple word of.. goodbye.

I'll never love someone as deep as i loved you,

you're the first guy who actually broke off with me.

Now i know the feeling of losing someone i truely love?

Or maybe.. what i was telling you was true.

" Im the biggest liar, and your the greatest loser to believe in me. "

I'll always remember those time's we've spent in the beach..

Those time's where you held me in your arm's ..

Those sweet kisses..

Those gentle hug's ..

Those time's where i sent you to school..

Those time's we've spent talking with each other on the phone..

Those time's you accompanied me while watching my horror movies..

Those time's where i helped you apply my lipgloss..

Those time's we went swimming..

Those time's you lied right beside me..

Those time's you argued with me..

Those time's i shed tear's for you..

Those time's we walked together in the rain..

Those time's we spend our night counting the stars..
& this time, when you broke with me.

i'll never forget them, as their already..

A part of me, but as time past .. i'll eventually do.

Im sorry for letting you be dissapointed in me time & time again..

Im sorry for letting you have those fading feeling's once again,

Im sorry for letting go of your hand time & time again..

Im sorry for letting you have heartache's once again..

Im sorry for letting you.. have the phobia of loving someone again..

& lastly.. im sorry for not being a good stead..

but ask yourself.. ask sister's & brother's.. havent i done enough?

Last but not least.. andrea's officially single once again..