Byesecret

Hello !
Its early in th morning & im just posting :D
cause i've just got home hurur {!} Hees , cabbed home from bishan ehs (: !
Went to ton at bishan lj ton la -'- Lols ! i dont blame you babyprecious :D cause iloveyouus !
Last night .. cried to sleep like one fucking dog , read th sms-es he sent to me , memories flowed .
And yes i did cry , hugged my pillow to sleep , & ate chocolates , well did help .
Woke up very early only had 4 hours of sleep , (: Called Babyprecious & twinnie ,
Twinnie couldnt go , had fever ? takecare twinne <3>
Talked to clara on th phone for quite long (: thanks babyprecious for being there ,
Whn i needed yous . thanks so much :D , She told me thinqs which i thought was true ,
Dont want let go , for what let go . ownself pain only .
Thought thru things , ahger messaged me , say she wasnt feeling well , so yeah didnt meet her ,
Went to dhouby ghuat there . Went for th interview , wah lj sibeh boring .
Lucky got precious there :D sibeh funny th woman say , Its black & white proof over there .
I sent clara a sms , saying arbo , black ink on white paper mahs :D
LOl sibeh funny . we both at there laugh , Then went down bunk (: No one there DDDDD: !
Like empty . sad cans .
Then took mrt down woodlands , do thing (: then sibeh funny . Clara & i thought of running cab siol :x
But in th end didnt , cause th uncle very poor thing ); But he very th gl LOL .
then later on reached bugis , Did my red hair extensions (: ! only a few strands , next is pinks :D hoho ,
Met kitty & then went to walkwalk , go toilet talked about alot things , Hais love ):
Went to eat with babyprecious while kitty go back close shop ,
Went to long john sliver eat , lols . th waitress said , Eh dont remember me uh . i stare at her like one gong tai
OMG LYNN !!!! lol beloved sister :D wahaaaa cant reconisged her , babyprecious also blur dao .
Mention-ed someone , lynn wasnt really happy . cheerups sister :DDD
Ate le then walked out to bugis street , Lynn met her brothers . Her brother say know me ? Lols o.o
Then walked inside , wah that alson keep disiao walan ehs -.- ! simi guy want my number ? dragged lynn & babyprecious to one side , while lynn yeah.. hais ):
Sister cheerups alrights , memories hurt th most D: !
But its still bittersweet aye , Keep in heart can le . Hees .
Oh ya then later sent lynn off . Went back up meet kitty :DDD , Then inside shop sit awhile . Wah 10 plus le
bugis closing , so we sit inside talked . Kitty chio bodoh :DDD !
Then later ,mrt-ed down bishan . Met melvin o_O? walked to aloys block ,
Then at th block downstair , They on ai ya ai ya . Knn i jitao emo D:
Memories ): , hais . All flashed back in my head bodoh . All th laughs etc .. Hais . almost cried ,
Then walked away . That melvin still can disiaosiao . Told xiaobee korkor wont be meeting him le ):
Sorry kor , keep dua you , 2nd time le . promise wont le . But i dua got reason de . Sorry D:
I at there msg him , hais why you so dao D: so hurtings duhrs ,
was super happy when he asked me to go down . but i said no.. told him not ever gonna see him in my life );
childish bahs , Then later went to kopitiam , with melvin aloy they all ..
They eat we zharbo at there say lj wei , about ghost ? Lols . then later left clara w melvin ,
Kitty & i ownself go ton ,we 2 zharbo anyhow walk . seriously we both th same . Every single thing that happened almost th same D: Hais sad aye .
Was walking across th road , tmd got police car , Jitao run cause got cigratte .
Lols sibeh funny (: , trying to save as much batt as possible to message him ): while he can still disiao me about something . Hais then ahboy diedie also come down find me , he run cab . sibeh cute . LOL .
While kitty and i sat on th 2nd floor th corner , talk abt love .
Hais kitty D; we both just want their hugs and kiss aye ): But its impossible D; , Then later
kitty & i took cab find ahboy . he sibeh cute . got lost LOL . wah lan eh that lj taxi driver
We scolded him . try bluff him . i scolded him jibyee . he scodled us back ccb ! Wah fucker .
Stupid owl -'- Lols !
Find dao ahboy , aye he act cute . eat lollipop o.o then later walked back to amk (: from bishan to amk ehs !
Wah i walk in bishan park D; superscared . Darkdark durhs . somemore only 3 ppl ley at 3 plus in th morniing ,
Reached amk , babyprecious didnt wanna go , Hais wasted our time D;
So took cab , sent kitty off first at mrt , next at ahboy house :D then cabb-ed home .
See im so wuxim ! LOL ! heees , Yeah thats all for today bahs :D Very tired . now 7.10am le
Wanna go sleep lerhs (: ! Hehs .


Wednesday , Zoo with tristan o.o
Friday , Redhouse w sisters & brothers ? (: More info coming soon ,
Needa plan bday / outing for TSF soon D: HAIS ! busybusy .




& i hate that i love you that much , i wanna be w you . but i wont .
Cause there's no future only endings . which will only make us more pain & unhappy );
Sorry , iloveyou.