Someone find a phrase for me?

Past peektures @ blur's birthday.Alright i just cant seem to get to bed, someone save me. im suffering from insomnia. Had some laughter on msn, with felicia, clara, yuxuan & hanwei that fug. including ahpoh kor, omfg they made my blardy day. im so glad you have you guys by myside. thats breastfriends. loraine told me things too, o-m-gee!! harhar, secret session soon k girl lurbyou!! Gonna meet sisters for gossiping session @ the library later on, and maybe head down to botanic gardens. xiaohan said he'll be there too! so on and so forth, miss my girls. yuxuans out for a morning jog now, amazing that pig could wake up. she'll kill me for this, but oh well.. my ba puo loves me doesnt she? hah. and im seriously tired, just take off your mask will you? comeon i know your dying to do it. Seriously what for put up a mask when your alrdy uphappy with me all along. confront me, you know who you are. and seriously i miss the old you, hah.

hm, alright promise a picture spam later on, about bontanic gardens haha! ever wondered what stupid things can be done at there? and we're visiting a super chio place later on!! stay tuned.
bai xoxo. i miss loh, fong, xuan, oochi, changchang and my all time xs partner!! fyi xs partner, noobmuffin suits you just well you eefing noobmuffin!!!

if i'd have to choose between running away and fate, or be it just leaving you in this dismay. i'll chose neither, because i cant bear to, not cause i dont want to. i've hurt you way too much and im sorry, no matter how the world revoles around us, it'd still come back to square one. xoxo, imy so much. :)