Alright, yesterday met up w lynn darling & went to catch harry potter & the half blood prince at town. kinda dissapointed.. firstly cause felicia aint w me, yuxuan too. and clara, and cause harry potter story line and everything was so screwed up. only 1 part out of the 3 hours amazed me!! But i kept talking about ron for being so mother fucking cute and lynn that silly girl cried! -
Right after that, lynn went to pass monster his birthday present, and off we went to find wugui han and co at longjohns and jae jae brother came. fancy him.. saying that he sent spies spying at me! Jaejae went out to smoke, i drew a " i heart you " sign on the window and you know what he did back to me? " _l_ " friendly for a brother!! hah, right after that bused to batok with lynn, and we had a super long chat. cheerup dear girl. took a mother fucking long bus ride back to bedok.
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Chatted with ahpoh kor, and wong hanwei that eatshit kia on the bus. and the journey seemed shorter. reached bedok and went off to meet my xinshi partner!! the one and only person who seemed to feeel that i was unhappy. thanks so much xinshi partner, ilurbyou!! chatted w him till, 1 am plus & then i cabbed home. xinshi partner ah.. i'll think thru everything you said okay? and thanks for advicing me in every single way, best buddie best pal. and fyi, you look cute in my stupid glasses. cheerios to you & me! see you damn soon, and xoxo i miss you bestfriend. now.. im chatting with felicia on msn, girl seriously this post is for you, do read and understand. Long time since i ever did a dedication, and now this is for you my dear girl.
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Felicia loh, closest bloodbond. 
Darling.. remember how we used to dedicate to each other everytime? every single post would be filled with each of our names, and everytime you'll be there for me, and same to me. i'll be there for you too. but girl, seeing you like that.. these few days, really irks me up. i cant just sit back and do nothing, but seriously.. i cant do anything, cause i dont know where to start from. and you as my closest sister, dont even bother telling me whats happening, i dont care if you do that towards lynn or clara, cause they told me to leave you alone. But i know the feeling of being alone, it ain't good.. you need time by yourself too, i know you do, but do you understand.. that your so involved in my life i cant live a day without you by my side? im so used in having you all the time.. but have you ever put myself in your shoes? you've always did, but this time round..? have you ever spared a thought for me? you know i'll never ever leave you, till the day you leave me and thats what true sisterships are about. you've proved it to me, everything we went thru sister every single thing wether sweet nor bitter will always be engraved in my heart. so please im begging you, do stand up what your doing now is totally not needed, and its hurting me real loads.. please buck up, for me, for yourself and for vance. how long can you avoid? till you recieve his bloody text? if he wanted to text you he'll alrdy had long ago. and seriously its not worth it. sister just.. listen to this piece of advice okay?
Darling.. remember how we used to dedicate to each other everytime? every single post would be filled with each of our names, and everytime you'll be there for me, and same to me. i'll be there for you too. but girl, seeing you like that.. these few days, really irks me up. i cant just sit back and do nothing, but seriously.. i cant do anything, cause i dont know where to start from. and you as my closest sister, dont even bother telling me whats happening, i dont care if you do that towards lynn or clara, cause they told me to leave you alone. But i know the feeling of being alone, it ain't good.. you need time by yourself too, i know you do, but do you understand.. that your so involved in my life i cant live a day without you by my side? im so used in having you all the time.. but have you ever put myself in your shoes? you've always did, but this time round..? have you ever spared a thought for me? you know i'll never ever leave you, till the day you leave me and thats what true sisterships are about. you've proved it to me, everything we went thru sister every single thing wether sweet nor bitter will always be engraved in my heart. so please im begging you, do stand up what your doing now is totally not needed, and its hurting me real loads.. please buck up, for me, for yourself and for vance. how long can you avoid? till you recieve his bloody text? if he wanted to text you he'll alrdy had long ago. and seriously its not worth it. sister just.. listen to this piece of advice okay? -
" give yourself more trust, and be more patient in the one you love. " come on i know you'll get it! dreadrea loves felicia loh, and please.. buckup i know you will. xoxo.
Alright enough of this long, wordy post.. i myself also is confused. what for live with so much misery, jesus is playing a trick on me, he must be.. im falling so deep right now, its so hard for me to stand up. i really do need a break too, but as to a break from what? i seriously dont know, know why? cause theres too much to even notice.. goodbye. keep the tags coming and do visit ayako's blogshop in my links.
i miss you xinshi partner.. i really need you once again. sigh..