Byesecret

Xiaodrea, you failed miserably,

You failed as a sister, and a loved one.
I'm sorry ivan.


Brother, im sorry i didn't turn up for your court case today..
just cause of one word. i overslept.. i always do that don't i? sipei and you know's me the best.
i always say i'll be on time, but end up waking up late..
for countless of time's, i've replied your messages lately, or even forget to reply your message till you actually remind me for the 2nd or 3rd time. i'm sorry brother..
Brother im also sorry for always neglecting you,

i promised you i'll be with you thru thick and thin.. I promised i'll be there till time stop's..

but sadly, i always break those promises. you didnt mind,

but still.. did what i was supposed to do. you protected me thru time, and taught me alot of things. I know your sad when you didnt get to see me today, and im sorry brother..

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I'll always remember how we ton-ed together, how we spent countless of time's together.

even when ahpui brother was outside, how we cracked lame joke's till dawn breaks..

How we ate ice cream, how i gum-ed and disturbed you till you was annoyed.

How we played at the playground, how i used to talk to your mummy. How we use to argue in every lamest thing possible. How ..... you piggy backed me,

how you told me how much i meant to you.

You said, i treat you the best in the whole entire world, i promised you the thing i'll still do it.

its never too late brother, you ain't dying. i'll wait for you to come out, i'll...

it won't be that long wouldn't it.. QRP 3 months.. i'll wait. i'll visit you for almost the whole week.

i'll go and visit your mother as i promised, and lastly.. you still own me my hostel.

I dont even get a last chance to see you, if only i went to meet you yesterday...

i'll always remember your favourite song, secret valentine. which will always be kept in both of our hearts. You still owe me an explanation on what you said via sms with me the other day..

if you went in you'll tell me right after you came out. i'll wait for that answer brother. :(
-/

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Fuck lah ivan liew zhen kang.. i miss you & im sorry, :'(

I'll be waiting brother, 3 months. the rest.. it'd be after your out of GRP.


Out later maybe with peipei & co,
or i'd be staying at home to rethink about the memories of us. :(
i officially broke down, :') you said you'd break contact with me.. why the sudden question?